look above, the skies open up, the waves begin to groan. they say, "it’s nothing personal, it’s what's been decided for you. it is what has to be."

i have the awful knot in my stomach. I feel like everything is coming undone. Bleh. I don't wanna feel like this. I would give anything to just be Ok. But i haven't been ok for a while now. =/ Ugh i feel like im drowning again. >:

-Tommy.