today i'm on my own, i can't move a muscle and i can't pick up the phone

I know you want me to be a simple little open book. But I have spent my whole life building this wall. You can't expect me to pull it down in a day, a week, a month, or maybe even a year. You have to realize I have spent my life building this unbreakable wall. I'm trying to break it down, but it's hard.

I wish you would stop making me feel like shit. Kaythanks.

I really miss you. I can't stress that enough. Man, we have grown apart. :{ That makes me sad.

-Tommy.