so gimme one good reason, tell me why i should stay, cuz i don't wanna waste another moment saying things we never meant to say

I thought everything was getting better. I figured everything would be ok. I guess I was wrong...it wouldn't be the last time...:)

Ugh. I just wanna start my whole life over. Start over new. Nothing is right. I make things wrong, I push people over the edge. I push loved ones away and make them depressed.

I manage to fuck up every good thing I have going for me all because I am this mess that I am. I hate myself. I am an awful person.

I want to say sorry to all the people I have hurt. If you want me out of your life, say so... I don't want you to be sad anymore.

So, yeah...ugh I am such a mess and I am sad that I am hurting everyone I love.

-Tommy.